25.10.07

AARRGGGHHHHHHH!

I have been busy with life stuff, so let me catch up...I am in College and work for my little sister...yes we started a business together, BUT somewhere along the way she forgot about that.

I just gave my week notice, because I cannot take it anymore. Her superior attitude has pushed me to the brink of insanity. I am not feeling well - left arm and shoulder are going numb, dont know why...hell its probably stress. My mom, sis and ADD son#1 are in CA, wildfire region and had to be evacuated Monday. I was trying to be as supportive as any person could be, even left ADDson#3s football game to go home and search for shelters, hotels, anywhere for them.

Sorry, background on my lil sis. She is 13 months younger than me, always been envious of my first born status and has spent her life being an overachiever, to prove something. Type A personality to the max and smartalecky *dont care if misspelled*. She has her Masters degree in Nursing and was recently accepted to Law school. IM SO PROUD OF HER!!!!! but its hard to show her because she does not accept compliments well and she is extremely independent.

I on the other hand have no degree (yet) and dont know if I want one. I know that I have a lot of potential and probably should want more, but Ive been in the real world long enough to know that all the degrees in the world wont mean a thing when I die. Money is only important to those that make it important. I dont.

I hate leaving her in a bind, but tired of being treated like a doormat.

Hubby and son just came in, have to finish later.

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