Where have you been all of my life?

I just removed the ADD patch. I have to say that I am so impressed at the level of focus I acquired today that I'm going to wear another tomorrow. I was initially just going to wear on school days.)

Initially I expected to put the patch on and everything appear more clear, like on Spiderman. When he puts the suit on, he has all of these special powers. I watch too much TV!...I drive 30 minutes to get to school and I was thinking about everything that I need to do (as usual), but it was like I had a personal assistant documenting things in a logical order and then checking them off as I completed each task. It was wonderful. The most important thing was that I was SOOOOOO mellow today.

Usually I'm very high strung and easily agitated. My first ADD patch test came in my 8:00 class. There is this one girl that comes to class late at least twice a week...not 5 minutes late, Im talking "class almost over" late...Her normal process is to come in late, making a whole lot of noise and then begin asking questions that were covered previously and had she been there...well you get it.

I have been known to roll my eyes at her or shoot eye darts at her, but today, I was not fazed in the least. I mean I thought how rude and spoiled and selfish she was, but I did not allow her to interrupt my learning process. I'm so proud of myself..because she normally fucks my whole day up...the ultimate was when she came in class late on a test day, looked at the test and then asked the teacher if she could do it later, because she had something to do....and the teacher allowed her! I was so pissed that day, because I studied for this shit, and did not know what was going to be on the test....anyway the serene, peaceful, new me is not going to go any further into that.

I just sat through a Kirby vacuum demonstration, and yes it was cool, yes it has alot of bells and whistles...but $2000? ADDhubby bought it...I will deal with him later about this....the deal was that his crackhead brother is a salesman (2 days on the job) and he wants to support his 2 day sobriety...some people want to believe sooo bad. Again the Dali Lama me did not say anything YET.

I made a list of things to do tomorrow so I will let you know how they go!

Have a great weekend!
Haaauuummmm - that's me meditating:)

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