Ahhh, things are getting back to....

I was going to say Normal, but that would be a stretch for me...so I'll say that everybody is gone out of my house...YEAH Baby!

I've decided that my grandson and his dad (ADDson#1) have the same affect on me...I love them and cant wait to see them, but after a day or two...that euphoric feeling turns to "pissed the fuck off". I long for the days of being a grandmother where you can go pick the kid up and take them back home after a few hours or the next morning...with ADD-GB, he lives in another state, so when we get him...its on us 24-7...I don't envy any mama with kids under 16, that shit is work. I put his little ass in daycare when he comes to visit, because I got a routine of sleep, TV, little homework, nap, shower bout 4 pm, read, etc...you get the point...very little time for Barney, Calliou, or whatever the hell that PBS stuff is.

Another reason why I get so exhausted is because his mom has different rules than Ro-Ro....Ro-Ro don't play that talking back, yelling "NO", temper tantrum shit...I only have to remind him a few times where he is at, but by the time he gets with the program, its time to go back to partyville (with his momma)....I love my little Xan-man, but I'm glad he's gone.

I don't think that I've ever blogged about my momma and its for no other reason than I have so much other stuff going on, she gets lost in the shuffle. I love my mommy, she lives on the west coast and I have not seen her since April. I really miss her, not like I missed the aforementioned folks, but in a safe, secure, sitting in her lap kinda way. I love when she visits...she cooks and cleans and hugs me all the time. I guess I'm missing being her little princess....boy those were the days!

My momma is beautiful, funny, smart, sexy and single. My step-dad of 30 + years dies 5 years ago and while I personally don't really give a damn, I know that she gets lonely and she does not deserve that. I also found out (a few years ago) that my momma was a freak when she was younger (hell probably still is)...I'll have to detail that another day.

Sorry nothing good today...I'm tired..and I've got a hot date with Tivo...I might get lucky (that none of my shows were deleted to make space for bullshit).

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Sunday evening blahs

NO I did not go to church today, NO I did not wear a patch today, Yes I cooked, Yes I did homework, Yes I went to the grocery store...by the way, my cousin called me pissed that her food stamp case worker found out she was working and reduced her benefits from 872/month, to 812/month! I was pissed that anybody would get $800 in food stamps!!! I could not believe it! Yes she is the one with 6 kids, but 2 of them don't even live with her. ALSO, why the hell are your kids eating different variations of Ramen noodles, everyday... cheese noodles, chicken and noodles, noodle fricka-se, noodles, noodles, noodles...its a damn shame.!

My head is hurting from "the incident" and I'm going to ask them if they will send me for a CT scan...I certainly don't need any more cerebral damage.

ADDson#1, who plays College football, was instrumental in last nights victory...they beat an undefeated team. When he goes to the league, Imma be doing commercials and everything...naw I'm just kidding...he loves football, but hes not IN LOVE with it...it is just a means to an end.

I guess that's it, I know kinda uneventful...

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