to talk to? Everybody ALWAYS wanna spill they guts to me or ask my opinion about some shit. I get so sick and fucking tired of being the dependable, reliable, responsible adult!!!!!!!
I would love to go back to throwing my bills away (YES, I did this for 5 years, but it didn't mean SHIT to the creditors - I found out the hard way - sitting in the dark (no lights), couldn't call nobody (no phone) etc.. or just not giving a FUCK in general about anything or anybody. My damn kids have turned me into a punk...paying bills on time cause THEY need water to bathe and THEY want to eat everyday...my carefree days were full of not knowing. Not knowing how I was gonna get to the club, or not knowing if or what my next meal was going to be; not knowing where I was going to wake up the next morning (after drinking hard on someones elses dime). The anticipation of what was going to happen next was the bomb! It was like a surprise everyday.
But now...this shit is boring, monotonous, and just OLD! I pay bills on time, keep fridge stocked, have money in the bank, etc...and now the "carefree-ers" want to come to me and have me fund their lifestyle? I think not, If I cant be irresponsible with you, I ain't helping you!
29.1.08
Why am I so damn easy...
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3 comments:
The question you have to ask yourself is if you would be where you are today if you maintained that carefree lifestlye...think about it girl, be glad that you are on the other side of the coin.
Sidnote: Ima need more than one post a week out of you..this is your priority, no other part of your life matters...the people want more LMAO!!!
I would have to agree with Pocahontaz... Where would carefree leave you?
Maybe do something new, that would spice things up. Things don't have to be totally thought out.
Have a good weekend!!
..and I'll be back because I love you blog!!
Yea Poc, your right...this grown up thing gets boring sometime, but Im glad I was raised better than I was acting. I will definitely post more.
K-vic...thanks for stopping by...come back soon!!!!
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